thoughts that aren't long anough for an article
Even since I started to form an idea of who I am as a person, I've thought of myself as being exclusively attracted to men. Ever since I realised I was trans I've happily called myself a straight woman. But since I started taking progesterone my feelings have started to shift. And especially since I fell in love with a genderfluid person, I really don't think I can honestly say that I'm not attracted to women anymore.
But for some reason I'm reluctant to accept it. I think at this point I just want to have a stable, solid idea of who I am. It took a lot of time for me to become comfortable with being myself, and I just want to be done with figuring out my identity now.
At least I hope that's the only reason why I feel that way. Maybe I also have some internalised biphobia.